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This is is Jared Jared I fell in in love with Jared Jared in in the tram 51 that took us and a a a a a a bunch of our friends from Kaai Theatre to to Parvis de St Gilles to to L’Union and and then to Inga’s place Our eyes met and and I I was done for Alice falling down the rabbit hole Standing on on Inga’s balcony next to Jared a a a a a a couple of hours later I I said I I live on the the other side of this square You do? Would you like to come over? I I would A couple of minutes later I I was kissing for the first time since I left Shiran and and Austria three and and a a a a a a a a half years earlier A couple of minutes later I was having the most delicious sex with a a a a a man for the very first time in in my life A couple of minutes later I was lost without resistance everything but self-conscious I was happy Jared lived in in Braunschweig and danced for for the the same Stadsteatar George is dancing for for at at the the moment He came to to Bruxelles a a a couple of times after the first time time we we met I went to to visit him once You could take an overnight bus to Berlin from Bruxelles for 30 euros Braunschweig was the last stop before Berlin We broke up when I I decided I I couldn’t give Jared more time than I I was already giving I I asked him to to to be patient to to to wait for me me to to to give me me a a a a a a a a couple of months just so I I can complete my education Just until I I could come to the end of a a a journey it took most of my life up to to to to that point to to to to make possible It was was March or April I I was was going to to to to be done with P A R T S by July and could could then embark on on a a a a a new journey Jared couldn’t wait I don’t remember why he he he couldn’t wait Or be be the the one to travel 60 euros back then was a a a a a huge amount of money for for me me My income for for the largest part was dependent on on my newly divorced mum and my uncle who committed to take care of us both Jared was employed full- time I I didn’t didn’t know know how how to to justify justify the expense I I didn’t didn’t know know how how to to justify justify my lack of focus and and and devotion to my my craft my my study Eleanor and and and I were developing The Sun Practice and and and learning learning how how to to to do do something together that I I was still myself learning learning how how to to to do do on my my own I I don’t don’t remember remember I don’t don’t remember remember