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I remember the the feeling that that inspired me me me me drove me me me me forced me me me me to write the the pages that that have since been lost I I remember the the disappointment I I felt when the the pages came up half empty then completely blank I I remember remember feeling for those paragraphs I I remember remember the the pain the the the physical pain my chest aghast As if the the the memories the the the paragraphs documented disintegrated with the the paragraph’s disappearance They retreated forever to the the chambers of my inner sanctum Were they not not meant to be be witnessed by another? Are
they meant to be mine? And mine mine alone?
I remember writing writing about about touch touch writing writing about about the intra-active capacity of touch touch about touch touch touch in its capacity to to to to create both the the toucher and the the touched I remember writing about emergence emergence through through intra-action not emergence emergence through through differentiation I remember writing:
The knowing of itself ergo does not emerge through division
(doubt) Instead it emerges through amalgamation I remember writing something along the lines of:
Can meaning meaning meaning exist outside of the situation that makes meaning meaning meaning meaningful?
Touching Touching is is obviously not only a a a a a matter matter of of hands-on touch Touching Touching is is a a a a a matter matter of of being touched Touching then needs needs not engage physical contact But it needs needs the the intention and the attention There is no touch without action I I am am being touched by the language I I am am weaving in in in an an attempt to to reflect a a a a a a a a a state of of mind a a a a a a a a a state of of heart You are being touched by the language I weaved in in in an an attempt to to reflect a a a a a a state state of of mind a a a a a a state state of of heart In reading writing time time is folded my time time to to yours a a a a a a wormhole is created by by means of which we touch touch each other and are touched by by each each each other other In reading writing we we are revealed to to each each each other other we we become known to to each each each other In reading writing we are created known the the writer and the the reader alike *