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It’s been said that your music could be called “Dark Pop.” Sounds kind of incredible! Who else would you say is also in “Dark Pop,” and how would you define that genre’s sound?
I feel like “Dark Pop” is such a broad term,
as in anything that’s defined “edgier” than a traditional pop song. I define myself as an Alt- Pop or “Dark Pop” artist because I like exploring unconventional topics in my music and sonically experimenting with conventionally darker sounds. In “Hit Me Where It Hurts,” for example, the
song begins with a chugging synth, followed by deep sub-bass, twinkling acoustic guitars, and
distorted backing vocals. I want to make every song feel like a cinematic experience, almost as if each piece is their own little world, sonically
created. Some dark/alternative pop artists I’m inspired by including Lorde, Billie Eilish, Halsey, BANKS, Allie X, and PVRIS.
You also mention that you would like to redefine the word artist. How would you define it?
Most people who are known as just musical artists either just sing their songs or are a visual product of a label. Some even may have
some say in songwriting. What I mean by redefining the word artist is that I am involved in all songwriting, production, and artistic direction
of every project I put out. I have the help of some fantastic friends along the way, but I am
never someone who sits back and says, “do whatever you want.” However, I would never be as cocky as to say that I am the only woman doing this in the music industry. I think it’s something significant and becoming more prominent than ever. Because I am an independent artist, I pride myself on defining my own vision as an artist. I hope that it resonates with listeners that they can be and do anything they want.
Where do you get your inspiration for your music from?
Growing up in a Puerto Rican household, I was surrounded by an eclectic variety of music. I grew up with many Rock and Roll and Alternative music, which I think has influenced my darker lyrical content and fashion sense. I’m often inspired to write songs based on situations that happen in my everyday life. I rarely write from someone else’s perspective. Writing songs helps quiet the loud noises in my head and allows me to heal from situations too painful to speak about... it’s definitely a sort of therapy for me.
With such determination and drive, where do you get the motivation from?
I think I get the motivation and drive from my fear of failure and never being good enough. I feel like I’m always trying to prove people wrong or proving to people that I can do this, while in reality, I should be solely pursuing it for myself. I love being able to make music, and I could only hope that my music’s authenticity resonates with listeners and helps.
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