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God's Choice
unsuitable suitors brought her anxiety and embarrass ment again. One man threatened repeatedly, "I'm waiting for my chance. I will rape you and then make you my wife. You will not get away from me."
"No more school today because of a funeral, Erken- esh," a colleague told her one afternoon. Amazed she heard that the man who threated her had died. She learned again that God knew how to deliver her from evil men.
Though Erkenesh lived a good moral life, taught Sim- day school, served as a deaconess and often as a preacher, she felt utterly dissatisfied with her Christian experience. Sometimes she questioned herself. If Christ appeared now in the clouds of glory, what would happen to me? She sadly answered her own query. Hell would be my portion, not heaven.
Feeling unworthy and using a feeble excuse, she often avoided an opportunity to speak. Discouragement made her close her Bible and cease to pray for a while. During this time she met a university student who emphatically denied the existence of God. "And many of the students agree with me," he stated.
Erkenesh had planned to start university studies the following year, and this alarmed her even more. Would she sink low enough to forget God if she went? She knelt, weeping, "I call upon You today, God of Abraham! You called him before he called on You. You separated him fromhiskindredandblessedhim.IhaveprayedtoYou thesemanyyears,yet.Youdonothearkentomyplea. You have only bound me by Your message not to marry until You speak. Now, it seems my soul runs toward destruction. Lord, I need an answer today, once and for
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