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Aria ber  ubli ed her  ebut nove his   G od Girl  earli r this year  It foll ws Nila—a 19-year-old daug ter
of A ghan re ugees—throu h Berl n’s v rant u dergrou d v r i s I —   a d a     w t d l t r m techno scen . Caught bet een  —a  r  c la  w d  ta ro n  ntrol ing
rela ionshi  wi tan n a h an ol er il  f Amer can art e,  writer a d lon  ear ng t  find her artisti  voi can  wi n a  o me la  w d  n  al en m
her fa er il  f  and i ntity  wi n a  att pt ha to e cape,  ha dl e, an il  f el.
“I  ill al ays b  or M dr t’ su wn to  ayward  ghan women ays b  or M dle Eas e a n, West  sia typ  wom itin al en n, is ro n
m because
I wo ls,  ld ay ’t say  dr t’ su  t  an u usual type n w  wom itin  or m “ a y e   i n s u   y d p r   y i e   s “   e e c   t b r a portray . “I want I wo ls,  ut i ’s st ll a cha a ter
type ha  isn’t
we mi comed, u   y d p r   y i e   s “   e e c   t b r n a   s e a a   t he say a portray . “I want d t  crea e a  u   y d p r   y i e   s “   e e c   t b r n a   s e a a   t ale charact ditional ba r who come from
a tr ale charact ditional ba kgro nd  ev n
mo and s o and e tra itional t an my ow , and fee n
mo and s o and pre mak sed by t ese standard n
mo and s o and her f mi y’s e pectations, an  tries
to b eak fre  b —s un metimes making  oor c my  oic  ba  po on  s or hurt ng h rself  long  h  way—w ile  o   n l   k t y a i n d h r t h o living f me lf y— ll er is ch .”
Com he aut g fr m  oic  ba  po on  rai  ac kgroun  i oic  ba  po on  rai  ac try, Aber is  .”
Com he aut or of the  ward winnin poetr  co lect  ba  po on  rai  ac rit ard
Dam ge, whic  won both  he   ba  po on  rai  ac rit ie Scho ner B k Prize and the Whiti  Aw poe rd. De pite he rai  ac rit f r olad s, she
h mbly  re sh  a ers the m   a re ea flexib e title of “ rai  ac rit f r r.”  I alwa s  t  hought m of l that the ter m   a poe ’ is eal y int mida fl x   u e   i   m s i o e ’ g,”
re sh  a  says. “It com  wi h  y  ar in  l s  t  rit f r sponsib lity re sh  a d to me  s t e highe t fo hought m of l ar y
har  to wri e.”
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h wr g  rg Vi s   e ros ool , Abe  i o w mer ed hersel  in the worl  of her fa Duras,  auth rs l e Margue ite
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Jean  hys, Vi inia  ros ool , and J mes B ldwi . “I ’s t e har re  est thing ’ve ev r do e,”  he  onfes es
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Taking  har re  han t Vi s   e o  ir gl si .
S ear nd   to c mplete,  e wrote n her third langua e, Engli both Farsi and German.
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bot  Farsi  nd  erman si .
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S rt it in  a ni ht re d writ andere ng h n r     n n e , o e novel in 20 ai f  e  0 in Berlin am d a  th  fr nre gh  foun 20 ai f  e  n r     n n e , o e f grie mournin d a  th  fr nre gh  rty  loss  20 ai f  e  s es
d a  th  fr nre gh  rty end,
fee nd, ng  oba era  a he weight  f the  andemic,  nd wit ss ng  lobal po itical  d a  th  fr nre gh  rty t. As s e  es
nd andere thro nre gh  rty he stree e  es
nd f B gs  rli , onc  the bac n e , o e   c d o r i e e a   x n m a i e m i op of  er own  nre gh  rty girl ng  oba era  a xpe ith a decad  earli r, t n e , o e   c d o r i e e a   x n m a i e m i past and p es
nd th h  nt merged  to a
pali psest of  era  a xpe ith ience  Aband ned b ildi tion f B gs  nd clubs eemed alive era  a xpe ith her memor s, i agination,  nd th h  fan exp  pa upl ist emo asie . This fan exp  pa upl ist emo oration of nd th h  fan exp  pa upl ist emo t became  e found ildi tion x n m a i e m i s h o   c o   t n   n      the n rr ve tive, c fan exp  pa upl ist emo d wi th h   desire to include
t e rise o  right wing e tre fan exp  pa upl ist emo v o si nc s h o   c o   t n   n     a p .
cros  Euro e and th tr  U pi S. as a plot po that underpins the story.
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tha und rpins  essed  I star he ut story a p .
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ted to write a p ota onist who w sn’t
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of  wante i e n s w   o h n a b   e i t e w e e .
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o s ow ch  t someone  ho  s mak i e n s w   o h n a b   e i t e w e e .
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 a  ot of  istakes a  bei p g n a a bad p rson so eti ted inh es. W g n a I star s. “Ni o h n a b   e i t e w e e .
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s fi   o   n  writi g the nov l,  wa eti ted inh a female ch  t  s racter wh   o as  he o osite om
of co rep essed,” she g n a I star s. “Ni re a  s too u ted inh bited. I wante ch  t  s o
explo  the contradicti s o fill  desire, self-fu s o fill ent  an ch  t  s lf-de tructi n, and    o Gutter Credit Photographed by Natalie Aber.
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