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timistic. Even more disheartening for me was that I could see he felt that as the 
star, he should somehow be able to rescue the situation. At 17, he was so young; 
he thought that could be possible.
Instead he got more and more discouraged as we 
waited month after month for the new music to be 
chosen, the narration to be inished. In his book IN 
SEARCH OF RIVER PHOENIX, author Barry 
Lawrence writes that this period of waiting had a 
profound and powerful effect on the young actor’s 
life.
YOU MAY IMAGINE the constant and thrilling joy when I returned to Evanston 
and Chicago after so many years to direct the novel I’d written about these places. 
I was returning to the city I’d left at 17 on a Greyhound bus heading West to Hol- 
lywood, and I was making a movie.
Since the screenplay was taken verbatim from the novel, not a word was changed 
from the novel, I was actually directing the script of a nineteen year old, astonish- 
ing myself that it worked at all.
It was a marvel to me to see our crew and actors walk and ilm on the streets where 
I walked and lived when I went to Evanston Township High School.
I even got to cast Bill Ditton, my former acting teacher at Evanston Township High 
School, who danced in the scene at the prom.
The greatest reward of all was the company of that brilliant young actor River 
Phoenix, who was playing the role of me as a kid, and in the back and forth of our 
discussions about almost everything in the universe, a kind of education took 
place; about the movies, about each other. I was in constant fascination that the 
teenage actor playing me as a teenager came from a background so totally different 
from mine, and yet, though we had grown up in literal worlds apart, the ilm 
brought us together, as ilms do.
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