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will not be good and I destroyed my baby for life. I have an appt. to have an abortion next tuesday and I am scared to death and don't want to do it, but every one is telling me
I should because of all the damage I already caused. I either hurt my baby for life, or I'll have to live with
getting an abortion for life.