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I've ended up latching onto someone because I am so anxious if I 'go in' alone (try to get into a social circle) I will be laughed at and physically/verbally attacked...just like after I was raped.
This whole situation makes me anxious.
I don't know how to deal with this situation or what to tell the guy. He doesn't know I was raped. I'm not sure
if he'd understand. I'm worried he might think I'm just using it as an excuse because I don't want to be with him...:(