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really bad, and instead of just getting in between me and other people, she would actually try to bite other people.
Madison was really an angel on borrowed time and she had to go back because this world was not her place. In 2012, the same year we lost her, I tried to hurt myself. I was just not in a good place. It was March of that year and in April I was just not in a good place. I was having a hard time accepting where my life was going to lead me, when it came to my injuries. I wasn't ready to go there without Madison...without somebody who was able to understand that when I was mad that it wasn't necessarily at the 'person,' it was at the 'situation'...and that they would still love me. Bayley was a Service Dog being trained for a Marine that I knew who was blind. He had a flash-bang that had burned his eyes. Well, Bailey was being taught. She was born May 8th, 2012...two months after Madison passed away. I think that maybe Madison and Bayley passed each other on the Rainbow Bridge, one leaving and the other coming in...and I think Madison told Bayley, "I know who you're going to...you need to tell him he's not along...and there's one way to tell him that you came from me...Madison, she would like to dance, and she was very tall for a Black Labrador, well she would come up to my wheelchair and she would put her front legs up on my shoulders and hug me, resting her head on my shoulder. It didn't matter if I was just crying, yelling, anything, she would just do it and everything stopped. It would just break your heart to make you soft. Whether you were mad at me or I was mad at you...whatever the case, her doing this would soften anyone around.
Out of nowhere, Bayley's Marine took his own life. I had tried to hurt myself again and was at the VA hospice and was asked to volunteer to help take care of the dogs. Well, I came across
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