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work on. They pretty much tell him to spend Monday and Friday on him academics and the other days are for socialization. Well, Griffin helps him with that socialization when Mikey is out of school so that can go to a mall and places like that. By people naturally wanting to walk up to my son Griffin because of seeing this cute little dog with him, it forces my son to open up and communicate. This way he can start using his skills. He saw me do the same thing with Bayley too, so this also serves as a reinforcement with Mikey and Griffin.
Now with Madison, there was this little bit of being aggressive or angry, it allowed me to, when people walked up to me, to be unapproachable...to tell them to leave me alone...and to have Madison reinforce that response with a growl. That actually caused me to have more PTSD. No one wanted to approach an angry dog, or if she was reacting a certain way, I would respond off of her. Well Bayley kind of looks like Jersey Cow and she's soft and cuddly, cute, and also PTSD trained. This meant that she was trained to put herself between me and anyone who approached me. That has allowed me to get out of my PTSD 'shell'. By having this cute dog, naturally people are going to want to ask questions about her, about the breed, about Service Dogs in general, and being hypoallergenic, etc. I am actually allergic to dogs; I have more seizures with my other dogs and I have to take allergy medication which actually causes seizures. If I didn't have the other dogs with all the dander and the hair, I would have less seizures because my seizure medicine is counteracted by my allergy medicine.
Having Bayley really made me have to get out of my shell. Everyone has to live their life in a box. What I mean is a box with chalk line. I then say everything inside this chalk line I can control. I know everything inside the line. Outside the line...that is everything I don't know...I don't want to be part of but, by having the chalk line I allow myself to come out and I allow myself to come in and to learn from both. What happens is a lot of people say that they don't
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