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afFr] < afFr] eg] ;fdfGoeGbf a9L s]xL ug{' k5{ eg] ;f]r knfof] . o;nfO{ survivor's
guilt eGbf /x]5g\ . /, dnfO{ s8f ?kdf nUof] .

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nfu]sf] x]Ny SofDkdf bfg lbPF . t/ klg dg l:y/ ePg . cfkm"n] cfkm}nfO{ 3'; v'jfpg

gldNg] /x]5 . e"sDkn] wfkf;Lsf] df]u{g sn]h tf;sf] 3/h:tf] 9n]sf] lyof] . ufpFdf
w/} :s'n eTs]sf lyP . t/, sf7df8f}Fsf dfG5]nfO{ w/x/f eTs]sf] dfq lrGtf lyof] .
df]u{g sn]h ejgsf] lgdf{0fsf] k|jflws kIf s;n] cfg'udg u/]sf] lyof] ls lyPg <
s;}nfO{ rf;f] lyPg . ;fy} vfB ljefu Pp6f rfprfpsf] a|f08df MSG e]6]sf] egL

To;nfO{ abgfd ul//x]sf] lyof] . ha ls MSG s'g} v/fa s'/f xf]Og . ahf/df hlt
klg lsGg ldN5, dd / rfpldgdf slt xfN5g\ s;}nfO{ jf:tf 5}g, lsg Tof] Pp6f
a|f08sf] rfprfpnfO{ dfq abgfd u/]sf] xf]nf < ldl8ofn] ;fdflhs cGofo x'g] u/L
PstkmL{ s'/f dfq ug]{ jf s'g} s'/faf/] hf]8tf]8sf ;fy af]Ng] c? s'/faf/] hfgLhfgL

df}g a:g] u/]sf] dx;'; dnfO{ x'g yfNof] .

jf:tfljs ;To s] xf] t To;af/] s;}n] cfjfh p7fpg' k5{ . ;To phfu/ ug{' k5{
eGg] ;f]r dleq cfof] . To;kl5 o:tf ljifodf d}n] a'em];Ddsf] ;TotYo gful/snfO{
hfgsf/L lbg' k5{ eGg] nfUof] . /, o;nfO{ dnfO{ ;"rgfsf] xssf] cg'ofoL agfof] .

;"rgfsf] xssf] k|of]un] d]/f] ;f]rdf slt kl/jt{g Nofof] ls ;d"xdf a;L …g]tfn] b]z
n'6], hgtf ljrf/f, d]/f] kf6L{n] dfq b]z arfpF5Ú h:tf d"v{tfk"0f{ egfOdf xf]df xf]
yKg g;lsg] eOof] .

d]/f] ljrf/df b]znfO{ s'g} JolQm, /fhf jf kf6L{ geO{ k|zf;lgs / /fhgLlts
hjfkmb]lxtf rflxg] xf] . hjfkmb]lxtf ta x'G5 ha kfblz{tf x'G5 . kf/blz{tf sfod

ug{ ;"rgfsf] xsn] d2t u5{ . d]/f] ( jif{sf] cg'ejdf ;"rgfsf] xs Ps sfg'gL c:q
xf], h;sf] ;xL k|of]u u/] beurocratic bhramhastra sf] :j¿k lnG5 / o;sf
;kmntfsf] syf ;a}df k'Ug' k5{ .

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