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of hooligans and would-be murderers for the twenty-four hours of the day. He
would share their agony and risks. He would try to bring back sanity through his
courage and his appeal to the sense of humanness and compassion in the
Muslims. He decided that he would send the members of his entourage to live
alone in far dispersed areas, as he lived, instilling courage in the minds of the
Hindus and compassion and human kindness in the minds of the Muslims.
He himself would set up his headquarters in the village of Srirampur. It was a
typical site. Only three of the hundreds of Hindu families living there had
survived. Gandhi had with him his Bengali Secretary, Nirmal Kumar Bose, and
his stenographer. His granddaughter Manu too was with him. The madness that
he saw launched Gandhi into intense and ruthless introspection. He had tried to
place the law of love before the people, in South Africa, in India. He had tried
to practise it incessantly. He had passed through fire many times to purify
himself and his people. Yet today what he could see all around him was untruth
and hatred and brutal violence. It appeared as though he had failed. Why did
he fail? Was there something lacking in him?
Was there something lacking in his understanding of the law of love? Had he
been too frail and too broken an instrument to be the medium of an invincible
power? He should purify himself even further. He should reduce himself to zero
and rid himself of his impurities. The moment demanded that he pass through
fire to rid himself of his impurities so that the pure ore of love would shine
through him and bring people to their senses.
He decided to disband his camp at Srirampur and to walk alone from village to
village. He would go alone, entrusting himself to* God, — the God of love and
Truth. The district was crisscrossed by rivulets, and was marshy. Paths were
overgrown with thorny bush. Rivers had to be crossed by walking along bamboo
poles that had been stretched above the waters to serve as bridges. He was old
and weak. He might slip and fall into the flowing waters or eddies. He
discarded the use of footwear. He would walk on barefoot, braving thorns and
quagmires. He was willing to leave a trail of blood, — his own blood — to mark
his quest for compassion and love. He was at the mercy of the very people who
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