Page 7 - Effulgence of My Darkest Hour

wanted to shift to commerce, my parents insisted
that I peruse Science. Since my home was about 2

hours distance from the college and due to bad luck,

it was getting tougher and tougher for me to survive

in the world of mathematics.

I wanted to have a teacher in my home since the

syllabus sequence differed from other colleges so I

couldn’t study in any coaching near my house, but
due to my father’s financial limitations I didn’t get

any home tutor. My weakness towards mathematics

increased, and so did frustration. I survived HSC but

I was determined that I don’t want to go for
engineering or any science based things anymore. I

started taking preparations for IBA as in my whole

life I was facing financial issues and I heard IBA can

get you a good career. I put a lot of effort but I guess
luck doesn’t always favor on your side.

At RU-IBA, I had a tremendous exam. I was
pretty sure that the marks would get me to a top

position, but when the results came I saw a different

mark given to me which was illogical. The more

shocking part was I stood 107, but they took
interview of 106. I was broke. That affected my

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