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Such  crowding  reflections,  increasing  the  distress  and
         fear I always felt when the name was mentioned, made me
         so agitated that I could scarcely hold my place at the table. I
         was quite unable to follow the conversation until I had had
         a little time to recover. But when I came to myself and saw
         how shocked my guardian was and found that they were
         earnestly speaking of the suspected man and recalling ev-
         ery  favourable  impression  we  had  formed  of  him  out  of
         the good we had known of him, my interest and my fears
         were so strongly aroused in his behalf that I was quite set
         up again.
            ‘Guardian, you don’t think it possible that he is justly ac-
         cused?’
            ‘My dear, I CAN’T think so. This man whom we have
         seen  so  openhearted  and  compassionate,  who  with  the
         might of a giant has the gentleness of a child, who looks as
         brave a fellow as ever lived and is so simple and quiet with
         it, this man justly accused of such a crime? I can’t believe it.
         It’s not that I don’t or I won’t. I can’t!’
            ‘And I can’t,’ said Mr. Woodcourt. ‘Still, whatever we be-
         lieve or know of him, we had better not forget that some
         appearances  are  against  him.  He  bore  an  animosity  to-
         wards the deceased gentleman. He has openly mentioned
         it in many places. He is said to have expressed himself vio-
         lently towards him, and he certainly did about him, to my
         knowledge. He admits that he was alone on the scene of the
         murder within a few minutes of its commission. I sincerely
         believe him to be as innocent of any participation in it as
         I am, but these are all reasons for suspicion falling upon

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