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She wanted to get some personal profit out of things, and
            she rejected as useless all that did not contribute to the im-
           mediate desires of her heart, being of a temperament more
            sentimental than artistic, looking for emotions, not land-
            scapes.
              At the convent there was an old maid who came for a
           week each month to mend the linen. Patronized by the cler-
            gy, because she belonged to an ancient family of noblemen
           ruined by the Revolution, she dined in the refectory at the
           table of the good sisters, and after the meal had a bit of chat
           with them before going back to her work. The girls often
            slipped out from the study to go and see her. She knew by
           heart the love songs of the last century, and sang them in a
            low voice as she stitched away.
              She told stories, gave them news, went errands in the
           town, and on the sly lent the big girls some novel, that she
            always carried in the pockets of her apron, and of which the
            good lady herself swallowed long chapters in the intervals
            of her work. They were all love, lovers, sweethearts, perse-
            cuted ladies fainting in lonely pavilions, postilions killed
            at every stage, horses ridden to death on every page, som-
            bre forests, heartaches, vows, sobs, tears and kisses, little
            skiffs by moonlight, nightingales in shady groves, ‘gentle-
           men’ brave as lions, gentle as lambs, virtuous as no one ever
           was, always well dressed, and weeping like fountains. For
            six months, then, Emma, at fifteen years of age, made her
           hands dirty with books from old lending libraries.
              Through Walter Scott, later on, she fell in love with his-
           torical  events,  dreamed  of  old  chests,  guard-rooms  and

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