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been published in a volume, but most of it had appeared in
           periodicals; and after a good deal of persuasion Cronshaw
            brought  down  a  bundle  of  pages  torn  out  of  The  Yellow
           Book, The Saturday Review, and other journals, on each of
           which was a poem. Philip was taken aback to find that most
            of them reminded him either of Henley or of Swinburne. It
           needed the splendour of Cronshaw’s delivery to make them
           personal. He expressed his disappointment to Lawson, who
            carelessly repeated his words; and next time Philip went to
           the Closerie des Lilas the poet turned to him with his sleek
            smile:
              ‘I hear you don’t think much of my verses.’
              Philip was embarrassed.
              ‘I don’t know about that,’ he answered. ‘I enjoyed reading
           them very much.’
              ‘Do not attempt to spare my feelings,’ returned Cronshaw,
           with a wave of his fat hand. ‘I do not attach any exaggerated
           importance to my poetical works. Life is there to be lived
           rather than to be written about. My aim is to search out the
           manifold experience that it offers, wringing from each mo-
           ment what of emotion it presents. I look upon my writing as
            a graceful accomplishment which does not absorb but rath-
            er adds pleasure to existence. And as for posterity—damn
           posterity.’
              Philip smiled, for it leaped to one’s eyes that the artist in
            life had produced no more than a wretched daub. Cronshaw
            looked at him meditatively and filled his glass. He sent the
           waiter for a packet of cigarettes.
              ‘You are amused because I talk in this fashion and you

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