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glove’—she repeated the stale metaphor with satisfaction—
           ‘like an old glove. All right, I don’t care, but I’m not going to
            be made a fool of another time.’
              There was a suspicion of truth in what she said, and it
           made Philip angry enough to answer what first came into
           his head.
              ‘Hang it all, I only asked your advice because I saw it
           pleased you.’
              She gave a gasp and threw him a sudden look of anguish.
           Then two tears rolled down her cheeks. She looked frowsy
            and grotesque. Philip, not knowing what on earth this new
            attitude implied, went back to his work. He was uneasy and
            conscience-stricken; but he would not go to her and say he
           was sorry if he had caused her pain, because he was afraid
            she would take the opportunity to snub him. For two or
           three weeks she did not speak to him, and, after Philip had
            got over the discomfort of being cut by her, he was some-
           what relieved to be free from so difficult a friendship. He
           had been a little disconcerted by the air of proprietorship
            she  assumed  over  him.  She  was  an  extraordinary  wom-
            an. She came every day to the studio at eight o’clock, and
           was  ready  to  start  working  when  the  model  was  in  posi-
           tion; she worked steadily, talking to no one, struggling hour
            after hour with difficulties she could not overcome, and re-
           mained till the clock struck twelve. Her work was hopeless.
           There was not in it the smallest approach even to the medio-
            cre achievement at which most of the young persons were
            able after some months to arrive. She wore every day the
            same ugly brown dress, with the mud of the last wet day

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