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advertisement of chocolat Menier in order to emphasise his
            abhorrence of the chocolate box.
              Philip began now to paint in oils. He experienced a thrill
            of delight when first he used that grateful medium. He went
            out with Lawson in the morning with his little box and sat
            by him painting a panel; it gave him so much satisfaction
           that he did not realise he was doing no more than copy; he
           was so much under his friend’s influence that he saw only
           with his eyes. Lawson painted very low in tone, and they
            both saw the emerald of the grass like dark velvet, while the
            brilliance of the sky turned in their hands to a brooding ul-
           tramarine. Through July they had one fine day after another;
           it was very hot; and the heat, searing Philip’s heart, filled him
           with languor; he could not work; his mind was eager with a
           thousand thoughts. Often he spent the mornings by the side
            of the canal in the shade of the poplars, reading a few lines
            and then dreaming for half an hour. Sometimes he hired a
           rickety bicycle and rode along the dusty road that led to the
           forest, and then lay down in a clearing. His head was full of
           romantic fancies. The ladies of Watteau, gay and insouciant,
            seemed to wander with their cavaliers among the great trees,
           whispering to one another careless, charming things, and
           yet somehow oppressed by a nameless fear.
              They were alone in the hotel but for a fat Frenchwoman of
           middle age, a Rabelaisian figure with a broad, obscene laugh.
           She spent the day by the river patiently fishing for fish she
           never caught, and Philip sometimes went down and talked
           to her. He found out that she had belonged to a profession
           whose most notorious member for our generation was Mrs.

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