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true that she had loved him; he thought of the emaciated
       body, in the brown dress, hanging from the nail in the ceil-
       ing; and he shuddered. But if she had cared for him why did
       she not let him help her? He would so gladly have done all
       he could. He felt remorseful because he had refused to see
       that she looked upon him with any particular feeling, and
       now these words in her letter were infinitely pathetic: I can’t
       bear the thought that anyone else should touch me. She had
       died of starvation.
          Philip found at length a letter signed: your loving brother,
       Albert. it was two or three weeks old, dated from some road
       in Surbiton, and refused a loan of five pounds. The writer
       had his wife and family to think of, he didn’t feel justified in
       lending money, and his advice was that Fanny should come
       back to London and try to get a situation. Philip telegraphed
       to Albert Price, and in a little while an answer came:
         ‘Deeply distressed. Very awkward to leave my business.
       Is presence essential. Price.’
          Philip wired a succinct affirmative, and next morning a
       stranger presented himself at the studio.
         ‘My name’s Price,’ he said, when Philip opened the door.
          He was a commonish man in black with a band round
       his bowler hat; he had something of Fanny’s clumsy look; he
       wore a stubbly moustache, and had a cockney accent. Philip
       asked him to come in. He cast sidelong glances round the
       studio while Philip gave him details of the accident and told
       him what he had done.
         ‘I needn’t see her, need I?’ asked Albert Price. ‘My nerves
       aren’t very strong, and it takes very little to upset me.’
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