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Philip envied the easy way in which the painter managed
           his love affairs. He had passed eighteen months pleasantly
            enough, had got an excellent model for nothing, and had
           parted from her at the end with no great pang.
              ‘And what about Cronshaw?’ asked Philip.
              ‘Oh, he’s done for,’ answered Lawson, with the cheerful
            callousness of his youth. ‘He’ll be dead in six months. He
            got pneumonia last winter. He was in the English hospital
           for seven weeks, and when he came out they told him his
            only chance was to give up liquor.’
              ‘Poor devil,’ smiled the abstemious Philip.
              ‘He kept off for a bit. He used to go to the Lilas all the
            same, he couldn’t keep away from that, but he used to drink
           hot milk, avec de la fleur d’oranger, and he was damned
            dull.’
              ‘I take it you did not conceal the fact from him.’
              ‘Oh, he knew it himself. A little while ago he started on
           whiskey again. He said he was too old to turn over any new
            leaves. He would rather be happy for six months and die at
           the end of it than linger on for five years. And then I think
           he’s been awfully hard up lately. You see, he didn’t earn any-
           thing while he was ill, and the slut he lives with has been
            giving him a rotten time.’
              ‘I  remember,  the  first  time  I  saw  him  I  admired  him
            awfully,’ said Philip. ‘I thought he was wonderful. It is sick-
            ening that vulgar, middle-class virtue should pay.’
              ‘Of course he was a rotter. He was bound to end in the
            gutter sooner or later,’ said Lawson.
              Philip was hurt because Lawson would not see the pity

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