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ity.
         ‘After all, I’m not the first one to have a baby, am I? And
       the doctor says I shan’t have any trouble. You see, it isn’t as
       if I wasn’t well made.’
          Mrs. Owen, the owner of the house she was going to when
       her time came, had recommended a doctor, and Mildred
       saw him once a week. He was to charge fifteen guineas.
         ‘Of  course  I  could  have  got  it  done  cheaper,  but  Mrs.
       Owen strongly recommended him, and I thought it wasn’t
       worth while to spoil the ship for a coat of tar.’
         ‘If  you  feel  happy  and  comfortable  I  don’t  mind  a  bit
       about the expense,’ said Philip.
          She accepted all that Philip did for her as if it were the
       most natural thing in the world, and on his side he loved
       to spend money on her: each five-pound note he gave her
       caused him a little thrill of happiness and pride; he gave her
       a good many, for she was not economical.
         ‘I don’t know where the money goes to,’ she said herself,
       ‘it seems to slip through my fingers like water.’
         ‘It doesn’t matter,’ said Philip. ‘I’m so glad to be able to do
       anything I can for you.’
          She could not sew well and so did not make the neces-
       sary things for the baby; she told Philip it was much cheaper
       in the end to buy them. Philip had lately sold one of the
       mortgages in which his money had been put; and now, with
       five hundred pounds in the bank waiting to be invested in
       something that could be more easily realised, he felt himself
       uncommonly  well-to-do.  They  talked  often  of  the  future.
       Philip was anxious that Mildred should keep the child with
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