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I paid for you to go to Brighton, and I’m paying for the keep
       of your baby, I’m paying for your clothes, I’m paying for ev-
       ery stitch you’ve got on now.’
         ‘If you was a gentleman you wouldn’t throw what you’ve
       done for me in my face.’
         ‘Oh,  for  goodness’  sake,  shut  up.  What  d’you  suppose
       I care if I’m a gentleman or not? If I were a gentleman I
       shouldn’t waste my time with a vulgar slut like you. I don’t
       care a damn if you like me or not. I’m sick of being made a
       blasted fool of. You’re jolly well coming to Paris with me on
       Saturday or you can take the consequences.’
          Her cheeks were red with anger, and when she answered
       her voice had the hard commonness which she concealed
       generally by a genteel enunciation.
         ‘I never liked you, not from the beginning, but you forced
       yourself  on  me,  I  always  hated  it  when  you  kissed  me.  I
       wouldn’t let you touch me now not if I was starving.’
          Philip  tried  to  swallow  the  food  on  his  plate,  but  the
       muscles of his throat refused to act. He gulped down some-
       thing to drink and lit a cigarette. He was trembling in every
       part. He did not speak. He waited for her to move, but she
       sat in silence, staring at the white tablecloth. If they had
       been alone he would have flung his arms round her and
       kissed  her  passionately;  he  fancied  the  throwing  back  of
       her long white throat as he pressed upon her mouth with
       his lips. They passed an hour without speaking, and at last
       Philip thought the waiter began to stare at them curiously.
       He called for the bill.
         ‘Shall we go?’ he said then, in an even tone.

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