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lations with Griffiths. He listened with a smile on his lips,
           feigning an equanimity which quite deceived the dull-wit-
           ted boy who talked to him. The week-end she spent with
           Griffiths at Oxford inflamed rather than extinguished her
            sudden passion; and when Griffiths went home, with a feel-
           ing that was unexpected in her she determined to stay in
           Oxford  by  herself  for  a  couple  of  days,  because  she  had
            been so happy in it. She felt that nothing could induce her
           to go back to Philip. He revolted her. Griffiths was taken
            aback at the fire he had aroused, for he had found his two
            days with her in the country somewhat tedious; and he had
           no desire to turn an amusing episode into a tiresome af-
           fair. She made him promise to write to her, and, being an
           honest, decent fellow, with natural politeness and a desire
           to make himself pleasant to everybody, when he got home
           he wrote her a long and charming letter. She answered it
           with  reams  of  passion,  clumsy,  for  she  had  no  gift  of  ex-
           pression, ill-written, and vulgar; the letter bored him, and
           when it was followed next day by another, and the day after
            by a third, he began to think her love no longer flattering
            but alarming. He did not answer; and she bombarded him
           with telegrams, asking him if he were ill and had received
           her letters; she said his silence made her dreadfully anxious.
           He was forced to write, but he sought to make his reply as
            casual as was possible without being offensive: he begged
           her not to wire, since it was difficult to explain telegrams to
           his mother, an old-fashioned person for whom a telegram
           was still an event to excite tremor. She answered by return
            of  post  that  she  must  see  him  and  announced  her  inten-

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