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When you were a child, I suppose?’
              He went on with his fluent explanations. The students
            leaned over and looked at the foot. Two or three examined
           it minutely when Jacobs let it go.
              ‘When you’ve quite done,’ said Philip, with a smile, ironi-
            cally.
              He could have killed them all. He thought how jolly it
           would be to jab a chisel (he didn’t know why that particu-
            lar instrument came into his mind) into their necks. What
            beasts men were! He wished he could believe in hell so as
           to comfort himself with the thought of the horrible tortures
           which would be theirs. Mr. Jacobs turned his attention to
           treatment. He talked partly to the boy’s father and partly to
           the students. Philip put on his sock and laced his boot. At
            last the surgeon finished. But he seemed to have an after-
           thought and turned to Philip.
              ‘You know, I think it might be worth your while to have
            an operation. Of course I couldn’t give you a normal foot,
            but I think I can do something. You might think about it,
            and when you want a holiday you can just come into the
           hospital for a bit.’
              Philip had often asked himself whether anything could
            be  done,  but  his  distaste  for  any  reference  to  the  subject
           had  prevented  him  from  consulting  any  of  the  surgeons
            at the hospital. His reading told him that whatever might
           have been done when he was a small boy, and then treat-
           ment of talipes was not as skilful as in the present day, there
           was small chance now of any great benefit. Still it would be
           worth while if an operation made it possible for him to wear

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