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things in her still pleased him, and he thought that there
       was a lot in her which was very good: she had been badly
       brought up, and her life was hard; he had blamed her for
       much that she could not help; and it was his own fault if he
       had asked virtues from her which it was not in her power to
       give. Under different circumstances she might have been a
       charming girl. She was extraordinarily unfit for the battle
       of life. As he watched her now in profile, her mouth slightly
       open and that delicate flush on her cheeks, he thought she
       looked  strangely  virginal.  He  felt  an  overwhelming  com-
       passion for her, and with all his heart he forgave her for the
       misery she had caused him. The smoky atmosphere made
       Philip’s eyes ache, but when he suggested going she turned
       to him with beseeching face and asked him to stay till the
       end. He smiled and consented. She took his hand and held
       it for the rest of the performance. When they streamed out
       with the audience into the crowded street she did not want
       to  go  home;  they  wandered  up  the  Westminster  Bridge
       Road, looking at the people.
         ‘I’ve not had such a good time as this for months,’ she
       said.
          Philip’s heart was full, and he was thankful to the fates
       because he had carried out his sudden impulse to take Mil-
       dred and her baby into his flat. It was very pleasant to see
       her happy gratitude. At last she grew tired and they jumped
       on a tram to go home; it was late now, and when they got
       down and turned into their own street there was no one
       about. Mildred slipped her arm through his.
         ‘It’s just like old times, Phil,’ she said.
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