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have a flutter you might make a bit.’
              Philip had been waiting anxiously for such an opportu-
           nity, but now that it came he hesitated. He was desperately
            afraid of losing money. He had little of the gambler’s spirit.
              ‘I’d love to, but I don’t know if I dare risk it. How much
            could I lose if things went wrong?’
              ‘I shouldn’t have spoken of it, only you seemed so keen
            about it,’ Macalister answered coldly.
              Philip felt that Macalister looked upon him as rather a
            donkey.
              ‘I’m awfully keen on making a bit,’ he laughed.
              ‘You  can’t  make  money  unless  you’re  prepared  to  risk
           money.’
              Macalister began to talk of other things and Philip, while
           he was answering him, kept thinking that if the venture
           turned out well the stockbroker would be very facetious at
           his expense next time they met. Macalister had a sarcastic
           tongue.
              ‘I think I will have a flutter if you don’t mind,’ said Philip
            anxiously.
              ‘All right. I’ll buy you two hundred and fifty shares and if
           I see a half-crown rise I’ll sell them at once.’
              Philip  quickly  reckoned  out  how  much  that  would
            amount to, and his mouth watered; thirty pounds would
            be a godsend just then, and he thought the fates owed him
            something. He told Mildred what he had done when he saw
           her at breakfast next morning. She thought him very silly.
              ‘I never knew anyone who made money on the Stock Ex-
            change,’ she said. ‘That’s what Emil always said, you can’t

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