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‘D’you mean to say that if you really believed you could
       move mountains you could?’
         ‘By the grace of God,’ said the Vicar.
         ‘Now,  say  good-night  to  your  uncle,  Philip,’  said  Aunt
       Louisa. ‘You’re not wanting to move a mountain tonight,
       are you?’
          Philip allowed himself to be kissed on the forehead by
       his  uncle  and  preceded  Mrs.  Carey  upstairs.  He  had  got
       the information he wanted. His little room was icy, and he
       shivered when he put on his nightshirt. But he always felt
       that his prayers were more pleasing to God when he said
       them under conditions of discomfort. The coldness of his
       hands and feet were an offering to the Almighty. And to-
       night he sank on his knees; buried his face in his hands, and
       prayed to God with all his might that He would make his
       club-foot whole. It was a very small thing beside the moving
       of mountains. He knew that God could do it if He wished,
       and his own faith was complete. Next morning, finishing
       his prayers with the same request, he fixed a date for the
       miracle.
         ‘Oh, God, in Thy loving mercy and goodness, if it be Thy
       will, please make my foot all right on the night before I go
       back to school.’
          He was glad to get his petition into a formula, and he
       repeated it later in the dining-room during the short pause
       which the Vicar always made after prayers, before he rose
       from his knees. He said it again in the evening and again,
       shivering in his nightshirt, before he got into bed. And he
       believed. For once he looked forward with eagerness to the
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