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it’s all ear.’
              Miss  Bennett  liked  dancing  and  poetry  better  than
            anything  in  the  world.  She  danced  well,  but  very,  very
            slowly, and an expression came into her eyes as though her
           thoughts were far, far away. She talked breathlessly of the
           floor and the heat and the supper. She said that the Portman
           Rooms had the best floor in London and she always liked
           the  dances  there;  they  were  very  select,  and  she  couldn’t
            bear dancing with all sorts of men you didn’t know any-
           thing about; why, you might be exposing yourself to you
            didn’t know what all. Nearly all the people danced very well,
            and they enjoyed themselves. Sweat poured down their fac-
            es, and the very high collars of the young men grew limp.
              Philip looked on, and a greater depression seized him
           than he remembered to have felt for a long time. He felt
           intolerably alone. He did not go, because he was afraid to
            seem supercilious, and he talked with the girls and laughed,
            but in his heart was unhappiness. Miss Bennett asked him
           if he had a girl.
              ‘No,’ he smiled.
              ‘Oh, well, there’s plenty to choose from here. And they’re
           very nice respectable girls, some of them. I expect you’ll
           have a girl before you’ve been here long.’
              She looked at him very archly.
              ‘Meet ‘em ‘alf-way,’ said Mrs. Hodges. ‘That’s what I tell
           him.’
              It was nearly eleven o’clock, and the party broke up. Phil-
           ip could not get to sleep. Like the others he kept his aching
           feet outside the bed-clothes. He tried with all his might not

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