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‘I’m quite prepared now,’ he said, and his voice had a dif-
           ferent tone in it. ‘When the Lord sees fit to call me I am
           ready to give my soul into his hands.’
              Philip did not speak. He could see that his uncle was sin-
            cere. It was almost a miracle. He had taken the body and
            blood of his Savior, and they had given him strength so that
           he no longer feared the inevitable passage into the night. He
            knew he was going to die: he was resigned. He only said one
           thing more:
              ‘I shall rejoin my dear wife.’
              It startled Philip. He remembered with what a callous
            selfishness  his  uncle  had  treated  her,  how  obtuse  he  had
            been to her humble, devoted love. The curate, deeply moved,
           went away and Mrs. Foster, weeping, accompanied him to
           the door. Mr. Carey, exhausted by his effort, fell into a light
            doze, and Philip sat down by the bed and waited for the end.
           The morning wore on, and the old man’s breathing grew
            stertorous. The doctor came and said he was dying. He was
           unconscious and he pecked feebly at the sheets; he was rest-
            less and he cried out. Dr. Wigram gave him a hypodermic
           injection.
              ‘It can’t do any good now, he may die at any moment.’
              The doctor looked at his watch and then at the patient.
           Philip saw that it was one o’clock. Dr. Wigram was think-
           ing of his dinner.
              ‘It’s no use your waiting,’ he said.
              ‘There’s nothing I can do,’ said the doctor.
              When he was gone Mrs. Foster asked Philip if he would
            go to the carpenter, who was also the undertaker, and tell

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