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of business. Amid his new thoughts and ideas there came,
            once or twice, the image of Nastasia Philipovna. The gen-
            eral sighed.
              ‘I’m  sorry,  really  sorry,’  he  muttered.  ‘She’s  a  ruined
           woman. Mad! mad! However, the prince is not for Nastasia
           Philipovna now,—perhaps it’s as well.’
              Two more of Nastasia’s guests, who walked a short dis-
           tance  together,  indulged  in  high  moral  sentiments  of  a
            similar nature.
              ‘Do you know, Totski, this is all very like what they say
            goes on among the Japanese?’ said Ptitsin. ‘The offended
           party there, they say, marches off to his insulter and says
           to him, ‘You insulted me, so I have come to rip myself open
            before your eyes;’ and with these words he does actually rip
           his stomach open before his enemy, and considers, doubt-
            less, that he is having all possible and necessary satisfaction
            and revenge. There are strange characters in the world, sir!’
              ‘H’m!  and  you  think  there  was  something  of  this  sort
           here, do you? Dear me—a very remarkable comparison, you
            know! But you must have observed, my dear Ptitsin, that I
            did all I possibly could. I could do no more than I did. And
           you must admit that there are some rare qualities in this
           woman. I felt I could not speak in that Bedlam, or I should
           have been tempted to cry out, when she reproached me, that
            she herself was my best justification. Such a woman could
           make  anyone  forget  all  reason—  everything!  Even  that
           moujik, Rogojin, you saw, brought her a hundred thousand
           roubles! Of course, all that happened tonight was ephem-
            eral, fantastic, unseemly—yet it lacked neither colour nor

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