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          HE anger of the Epanchin family was unappeased for
       Tthree days. As usual the prince reproached himself, and
       had expected punishment, but he was inwardly convinced
       that  Lizabetha  Prokofievna  could  not  be  seriously  angry
       with him, and that she probably was more angry with her-
       self. He was painfully surprised, therefore, when three days
       passed with no word from her. Other things also troubled
       and  perplexed  him,  and  one  of  these  grew  more  impor-
       tant in his eyes as the days went by. He had begun to blame
       himself for two opposite tendencies—on the one hand to
       extreme, almost ‘senseless,’ confidence in his fellows, on the
       other to a ‘vile, gloomy suspiciousness.’
          By the end of the third day the incident of the eccentric
       lady  and  Evgenie  Pavlovitch  had  attained  enormous  and
       mysterious proportions in his mind. He sorrowfully asked
       himself whether he had been the cause of this new ‘mon-
       strosity,’ or was it ... but he refrained from saying who else
       might be in fault. As for the letters N.P.B., he looked on that
       as a harmless joke, a mere childish piece of mischief—so
       childish that he felt it would be shameful, almost dishon-
       ourable, to attach any importance to it.
         The day after these scandalous events, however, the prince
       had the honour of receiving a visit from Adelaida and her
       fiance, Prince S. They came, ostensibly, to inquire after his
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