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this unexpected and apparently uncalled-for outbreak; but
       the poor prince’s painful and rambling speech gave rise to
       a strange episode.
         ‘Why do you say all this here?’ cried Aglaya, suddenly.
       ‘Why do you talk like this to THEM?’
          She appeared to be in the last stages of wrath and irrita-
       tion; her eyes flashed. The prince stood dumbly and blindly
       before her, and suddenly grew pale.
         ‘There is not one of them all who is worthy of these words
       of yours,’ continued Aglaya. ‘Not one of them is worth your
       little finger, not one of them has heart or head to compare
       with yours! You are more honest than all, and better, no-
       bler, kinder, wiser than all. There are some here who are
       unworthy to bend and pick up the handkerchief you have
       just dropped. Why do you humiliate yourself like this, and
       place yourself lower than these people? Why do you debase
       yourself before them? Why have you no pride?’
         ‘My God! Who would ever have believed this?’ cried Mrs.
       Epanchin, wringing her hands.
         ‘Hurrah for the ‘poor knight’!’ cried Colia.
         ‘Be quiet! How dare they laugh at me in your house?’ said
       Aglaya,  turning  sharply  on  her  mother  in  that  hysterical
       frame of mind that rides recklessly over every obstacle and
       plunges blindly through proprieties. ‘Why does everyone,
       everyone worry and torment me? Why have they all been
       bullying me these three days about you, prince? I will not
       marry you—never, and under no circumstances! Know that
       once and for all; as if anyone could marry an absurd crea-
       ture like you! Just look in the glass and see what you look
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