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nia that he was no Jew, that he did nothing dishonest, that
       he could not help the market price of money, that, thanks to
       his accurate habits, he had already a good footing and was
       respected, and that his business was flourishing.
         ‘I shan’t ever be a Rothschild, and there is no reason why
       I should,’ he added, smiling; ‘but I shall have a house in the
       Liteynaya,  perhaps  two,  and  that  will  be  enough  for  me.’
       ‘Who knows but what I may have three!’ he concluded to
       himself; but this dream, cherished inwardly, he never con-
       fided to a soul.
          Nature loves and favours such people. Ptitsin will cer-
       tainly have his reward, not three houses, but four, precisely
       because from childhood up he had realized that he would
       never be a Rothschild. That will be the limit of Ptitsin’s for-
       tune, and, come what may, he will never have more than
       four houses.
         Varvara Ardalionovna was not like her brother. She too,
       had passionate desires, but they were persistent rather than
       impetuous. Her plans were as wise as her methods of carry-
       ing them out. No doubt she also belonged to the category of
       ordinary people who dream of being original, but she soon
       discovered that she had not a grain of true originality, and
       she did not let it trouble her too much. Perhaps a certain
       kind of pride came to her help. She made her first concession
       to the demands of practical life with great resolution when
       she  consented  to  marry  Ptitsin.  However,  when  she  mar-
       ried she did not say to herself, ‘Never mind a mean action
       if it leads to the end in view,’ as her brother would certainly
       have said in such a case; it is quite probable that he may have
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