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               s a general rule, old General Ivolgin’s paroxysms ended
           Ain smoke. He had before this experienced fits of sud-
            den fury, but not very often, because he was really a man of
           peaceful and kindly disposition. He had tried hundreds of
           times to overcome the dissolute habits which he had con-
           tracted of late years. He would suddenly remember that he
           was ‘a father,’ would be reconciled with his wife, and shed
            genuine tears. His feeling for Nina Alexandrovna amounted
            almost to adoration; she had pardoned so much in silence,
            and loved him still in spite of the state of degradation into
           which  he  had  fallen.  But  the  general’s  struggles  with  his
            own weakness never lasted very long. He was, in his way, an
           impetuous man, and a quiet life of repentance in the bosom
            of his family soon became insupportable to him. In the end
           he rebelled, and flew into rages which he regretted, perhaps,
            even as he gave way to them, but which were beyond his
            control. He picked quarrels with everyone, began to hold
           forth eloquently, exacted unlimited respect, and at last dis-
            appeared from the house, and sometimes did not return for
            a long time. He had given up interfering in the affairs of his
           family for two years now, and knew nothing about them but
           what he gathered from hearsay.
              But on this occasion there was something more serious
           than usual. Everyone seemed to know something, but to be

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