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He awoke towards nine o’clock with a headache, full of
            confused ideas and strange impressions. For some reason
            or other he felt most anxious to see Rogojin, to see and talk
           to him, but what he wished to say he could not tell. Next, he
            determined to go and see Hippolyte. His mind was in a con-
           fused state, so much so that the incidents of the morning
            seemed to be imperfectly realized, though acutely felt.
              One of these incidents was a visit from Lebedeff. Lebe-
            deff came rather early—before ten—but he was tipsy already.
           Though the prince was not in an observant condition, yet
           he could not avoid seeing that for at least three days—ever
            since General Ivolgin had left the house Lebedeff had been
            behaving very badly. He looked untidy and dirty at all times
            of the day, and it was said that he had begun to rage about in
           his own house, and that his temper was very bad. As soon as
           he arrived this morning, he began to hold forth, beating his
            breast and apparently blaming himself for something.
              ‘I’ve—I’ve had a reward for my meanness—I’ve had a slap
           in the face,’ he concluded, tragically.
              ‘A  slap  in  the  face?  From  whom?  And  so  early  in  the
           morning?’
              ‘Early?’  said  Lebedeff,  sarcastically.  ‘Time  counts  for
           nothing, even in physical chastisement; but my slap in the
           face was not physical, it was moral.’
              He suddenly took a seat, very unceremoniously, and be-
            gan his story. It was very disconnected; the prince frowned,
            and wished he could get away; but suddenly a few words
            struck him. He sat stiff with wonder—Lebedeff said some
            extraordinary things.

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