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ya, ‘had pierced his heart for ever.’
              He could bear it no longer, and with a look of entreaty,
           mingled with reproach, he addressed Aglaya, pointing to
           Nastasia the while:
              ‘How can you?’ he murmured; ‘she is so unhappy.’
              But he had no time to say another word before. Aglaya’s
           terrible look bereft him of speech. In that look was embod-
           ied so dreadful a suffering and so deadly a hatred, that he
            gave a cry and flew to her; but it was too late.
              She could not hold out long enough even to witness his
           movement in her direction. She had hidden her face in her
           hands, cried once ‘ Oh, my God!’ and rushed out of the
           room. Rogojin followed her to undo the bolts of the door
            and let her out into the street.
              The prince made a rush after her, but he, was caught and
           held back. The distorted, livid face of Nastasia gazed at him
           reproachfully, and her blue lips whispered:
              ‘What? Would you go to her—to her?’
              She fell senseless into his arms.
              He raised her, carried her into the room, placed her in an
            armchair, and stood over her, stupefied. On the table stood
            a tumbler of water. Rogojin, who now returned, took this
            and sprinkled a little in her face. She opened her eyes, but
           for a moment she understood nothing.
              Suddenly she looked around, shuddered, gave a loud cry,
            and threw herself in the prince’s arms.
              ‘Mine, mine!’ she cried. ‘Has the proud young lady gone?
           Ha, ha, ha!’ she laughed hysterically. ‘And I had given him
           up to her! Why—why did I? Mad—mad! Get away, Rogojin!

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