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latter took them, with a sort of perplexity. A new, sad, help-
            less feeling weighed on his heart; he had suddenly realized
           that not only at this moment, but for a long while, he had
           not been saying what he wanted to say, had not been act-
           ing as he wanted to act; and that these cards which he held
           in his hand, and which he had been so delighted to have at
           first, were now of no use—no use... He rose, and wrung his
           hands. Rogojin lay motionless, and seemed neither to hear
           nor see his movements; but his eyes blazed in the darkness,
            and were fixed in a wild stare.
              The  prince  sat  down  on  a  chair,  and  watched  him  in
            alarm. Half an hour went by.
              Suddenly  Rogojin  burst  into  a  loud  abrupt  laugh,  as
           though he had quite forgotten that they must speak in whis-
           pers.
              ‘That officer, eh!—that young officer—don’t you remem-
            ber that fellow at the band? Eh? Ha, ha, ha! Didn’t she whip
           him smartly, eh?’
              The prince jumped up from his seat in renewed terror.
           When  Rogojin  quieted  down  (which  he  did  at  once)  the
           prince bent over him, sat down beside him, and with pain-
           fully beating heart and still more painful breath, watched
           his face intently. Rogojin never turned his head, and seemed
           to have forgotten all about him. The prince watched and
           waited. Time went on—it began to grow light.
              Rogojin  began  to  wander—muttering  disconnectedly;
           then he took to shouting and laughing. The prince stretched
            out a trembling hand and gently stroked his hair and his
            cheeks—he could do nothing more. His legs trembled again

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