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will was strangely pervasive. With the entrance of the two
         young men a sudden tension was felt.
            She lifted her face, and said, in her amused sing-song:
            ‘Good morning! Did you sleep well? I’m so glad.’
            And she turned away, ignoring them. Birkin, who knew
         her well, saw that she intended to discount his existence.
            ‘Will you take what you want from the sideboard?’ said
         Alexander, in a voice slightly suggesting disapprobation. ‘I
         hope the things aren’t cold. Oh no! Do you mind putting
         out the flame under the chafingdish, Rupert? Thank you.’
            Even Alexander was rather authoritative where Hermi-
         one was cool. He took his tone from her, inevitably. Birkin
         sat down and looked at the table. He was so used to this
         house, to this room, to this atmosphere, through years of
         intimacy, and now he felt in complete opposition to it all, it
         had nothing to do with him. How well he knew Hermione,
         as she sat there, erect and silent and somewhat bemused,
         and yet so potent, so powerful! He knew her statically, so
         finally, that it was almost like a madness. It was difficult to
         believe one was not mad, that one was not a figure in the
         hall of kings in some Egyptian tomb, where the dead all sat
         immemorial and tremendous. How utterly he knew Joshua
         Mattheson, who was talking in his harsh, yet rather mincing
         voice, endlessly, endlessly, always with a strong mentality
         working, always interesting, and yet always known, every-
         thing he said known beforehand, however novel it was, and
         clever. Alexander the up-to-date host, so bloodlessly free-
         and-easy, Fraulein so prettily chiming in just as she should,
         the little Italian Countess taking notice of everybody, only

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