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knowing. Gudrun shuddered as she mechanically followed
         his  boat.  Birkin  rowed  without  speaking  to  the  landing-
         stage.
            ‘Where are you going?’ Gerald asked suddenly, as if just
         waking up.
            ‘Home,’ said Birkin.
            ‘Oh  no!’  said  Gerald  imperiously.  ‘We  can’t  go  home
         while they’re in the water. Turn back again, I’m going to find
         them.’ The women were frightened, his voice was so impera-
         tive and dangerous, almost mad, not to be opposed.
            ‘No!’ said Birkin. ‘You can’t.’ There was a strange fluid
         compulsion  in  his  voice.  Gerald  was  silent  in  a  battle  of
         wills. It was as if he would kill the other man. But Birkin
         rowed evenly and unswerving, with an inhuman inevita-
         bility.
            ‘Why should you interfere?’ said Gerald, in hate.
            Birkin did not answer. He rowed towards the land. And
         Gerald sat mute, like a dumb beast, panting, his teeth chat-
         tering, his arms inert, his head like a seal’s head.
            They came to the landing-stage. Wet and naked-looking,
         Gerald climbed up the few steps. There stood his father, in
         the night.
            ‘Father!’ he said.
            ‘Yes my boy? Go home and get those things off.’
            ‘We shan’t save them, father,’ said Gerald.
            ‘There’s hope yet, my boy.’
            ‘I’m afraid not. There’s no knowing where they are. You
         can’t find them. And there’s a current, as cold as hell.’
            ‘We’ll let the water out,’ said the father. ‘Go home you

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