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tionless, driving the car, quite unconscious of what they
said. And Gudrun, sitting immediately behind him, felt a
sort of ironic pleasure in thus exposing him.
‘He says,’ she added, with a grimace of irony, ‘that you
can find an eternal equilibrium in marriage, if you accept
the unison, and still leave yourself separate, don’t try to
fuse.’
‘Doesn’t inspire me,’ said Gerald.
‘That’s just it,’ said Gudrun.
‘I believe in love, in a real ABANDON, if you’re capable
of it,’ said Gerald.
‘So do I,’ said she.
‘And so does Rupert, too—though he is always shout-
ing.’
‘No,’ said Gudrun. ‘He won’t abandon himself to the
other person. You can’t be sure of him. That’s the trouble
I think.’
‘Yet he wants marriage! Marriage—ET PUIS?’
‘Le paradis!’ mocked Gudrun.
Birkin, as he drove, felt a creeping of the spine, as if
somebody was threatening his neck. But he shrugged with
indifference. It began to rain. Here was a change. He stopped
the car and got down to put up the hood.

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