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Zurich. He had arranged his pamphlets and what work he
         had done in the Service into a pattern from which he in-
         tended to make his revise of ‘A Psychology for Psychiatrists.’
         He thought he had a publisher; he had established contact
         with a poor student who would iron out his errors in Ger-
         man. Franz considered it a rash business, but Dick pointed
         out the disarming modesty of the theme.
            ‘This is stuff I’ll never know so well again,’ he insisted. ‘I
         have a hunch it’s a thing that only fails to be basic because
         it’s  never  had  material  recognition.  The  weakness  of  this
         profession is its attraction for the man a little crippled and
         broken. Within the walls of the profession he compensates
         by tending toward the clinical, the ‘practical’—he has won
         his battle without a struggle.
            ‘On the contrary, you are a good man, Franz, because
         fate selected you for your profession before you were born.
         You better thank God you had no ‘bent’—I got to be a psy-
         chiatrist because there was a girl at St. Hilda’s in Oxford
         that went to the same lectures. Maybe I’m getting trite but
         I don’t want to let my current ideas slide away with a few
         dozen glasses of beer.’
            ‘All right,’ Franz answered. ‘You are an American. You
         can do this without professional harm. I do not like these
         generalities.  Soon  you  will  be  writing  little  books  called
         ‘Deep Thoughts for the Layman,’ so simplified that they are
         positively guaranteed not to cause thinking. If my father
         were alive he would look at you and grunt, Dick. He would
         take his napkin and fold it so, and hold his napkin ring, this
         very one—‘ he held it up, a boar’s head was carved in the

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