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place with an orchard in front of it, a rambling, old-fash-
       ioned, half-timbered building, which before the town had
       spread  had  been  a  farm-house,  but  was  now  surrounded
       with the private gardens of the townsmen. We get the fond-
       er of our houses if they have a physiognomy of their own,
       as our friends have. The Garth family, which was rather a
       large one, for Mary had four brothers and one sister, were
       very fond of their old house, from which all the best fur-
       niture had long been sold. Fred liked it too, knowing it by
       heart even to the attic which smelt deliciously of apples and
       quinces, and until to-day he had never come to it without
       pleasant expectations; but his heart beat uneasily now with
       the sense that he should probably have to make his confes-
       sion before Mrs. Garth, of whom he was rather more in awe
       than of her husband. Not that she was inclined to sarcasm
       and to impulsive sallies, as Mary was. In her present ma-
       tronly age at least, Mrs. Garth never committed herself by
       over-hasty speech; having, as she said, borne the yoke in
       her youth, and learned self-control. She had that rare sense
       which discerns what is unalterable, and submits to it with-
       out  murmuring.  Adoring  her  husband’s  virtues,  she  had
       very early made up her mind to his incapacity of minding
       his own interests, and had met the consequences cheerfully.
       She had been magnanimous enough to renounce all pride
       in teapots or children’s frilling, and had never poured any
       pathetic  confidences  into  the  ears  of  her  feminine  neigh-
       bors  concerning  Mr.  Garth’s  want  of  prudence  and  the
       sums  he  might  have  had  if  he  had  been  like  other  men.
       Hence these fair neighbors thought her either proud or ec-
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