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knitting down beside her and folding her arms. It was an
       unwonted sign of emotion in her that she should put her
       work out of her hands. In fact her feelings were divided be-
       tween the satisfaction of giving Fred his discipline and the
       sense of having gone a little too far. Fred took his hat and
       stick and rose quickly.
         ‘Then you think I am standing in his way, and in Mary’s
       too?’ he said, in a tone which seemed to demand an answer.
          Mrs.  Garth  could  not  speak  immediately.  She  had
       brought herself into the unpleasant position of being called
       on to say what she really felt, yet what she knew there were
       strong reasons for concealing. And to her the consciousness
       of having exceeded in words was peculiarly mortifying. Be-
       sides, Fred had given out unexpected electricity, and he now
       added, ‘Mr. Garth seemed pleased that Mary should be at-
       tached to me. He could not have known anything of this.’
          Mrs. Garth felt a severe twinge at this mention of her
       husband, the fear that Caleb might think her in the wrong
       not being easily endurable. She answered, wanting to check
       unintended consequences—
         ‘I spoke from inference only. I am not aware that Mary
       knows anything of the matter.’
          But she hesitated to beg that he would keep entire silence
       on  a  subject  which  she  had  herself  unnecessarily  men-
       tioned, not being used to stoop in that way; and while she
       was hesitating there was already a rush of unintended con-
       sequences under the apple-tree where the tea-things stood.
       Ben, bouncing across the grass with Brownie at his heels,
       and seeing the kitten dragging the knitting by a lengthen-

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