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If Will Ladislaw could have overheard some of the talk
            at Freshitt that morning, he would have felt all his suppo-
            sitions confirmed as to the readiness of certain people to
            sneer at his lingering in the neighborhood. Sir James, in-
            deed, though much relieved concerning Dorothea, had been
            on the watch to learn Ladislaw’s movements, and had an in-
            structed informant in Mr. Standish, who was necessarily in
           his confidence on this matter. That Ladislaw had stayed in
           Middlemarch nearly two months after he had declared that
           he was going immediately, was a fact to embitter Sir James’s
            suspicions, or at least to justify his aversion to a ‘young fel-
            low’ whom he represented to himself as slight, volatile, and
            likely enough to show such recklessness as naturally went
            along with a position unriveted by family ties or a strict
           profession. But he had just heard something from Standish
           which, while it justified these surmises about Will, offered a
           means of nullifying all danger with regard to Dorothea.
              Unwonted circumstances may make us all rather unlike
            ourselves: there are conditions under which the most majes-
           tic person is obliged to sneeze, and our emotions are liable
           to be acted on in the same incongruous manner. Good Sir
           James was this morning so far unlike himself that he was
           irritably anxious to say something to Dorothea on a subject
           which he usually avoided as if it had been a matter of shame
           to them both. He could not use Celia as a medium, because
           he did not choose that she should know the kind of gossip
           he had in his mind; and before Dorothea happened to ar-
           rive he had been trying to imagine how, with his shyness
            and  unready  tongue,  he  could  ever  manage  to  introduce

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