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samond, with a little turn of her neck. ‘But I have heard you
       express your disgust at that way of living.’
         ‘Yes, they have bad taste in everything—they make econ-
       omy look ugly. We needn’t do that. I only meant that they
       avoid expenses, although Wrench has a capital practice.’
         ‘Why should not you have a good practice, Tertius? Mr.
       Peacock had. You should be more careful not to offend peo-
       ple, and you should send out medicines as the others do. I
       am sure you began well, and you got several good houses. It
       cannot answer to be eccentric; you should think what will
       be generally liked,’ said Rosamond, in a decided little tone
       of admonition.
          Lydgate’s  anger  rose:  he  was  prepared  to  be  indulgent
       towards feminine weakness, but not towards feminine dic-
       tation. The shallowness of a waternixie’s soul may have a
       charm until she becomes didactic. But he controlled himself,
       and only said, with a touch of despotic firmness—
         ‘What I am to do in my practice, Rosy, it is for me to
       judge. That is not the question between us. It is enough for
       you to know that our income is likely to be a very narrow
       one— hardly four hundred, perhaps less, for a long time
       to come, and we must try to re-arrange our lives in accor-
       dance with that fact.’
          Rosamond was silent for a moment or two, looking be-
       fore her, and then said, ‘My uncle Bulstrode ought to allow
       you a salary for the time you give to the Hospital: it is not
       right that you should work for nothing.’
         ‘It was understood from the beginning that my services
       would be gratuitous. That, again, need not enter into our
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