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yourself you had the illusion of actually hearing bells, the
            bells of a lost London that still existed somewhere or other,
            disguised and forgotten. From one ghostly steeple after an-
            other he seemed to hear them pealing forth. Yet so far as
           he could remember he had never in real life heard church
            bells ringing.
              He got away from Mr Charrington and went down the
            stairs  alone,  so  as  not  to  let  the  old  man  see  him  recon-
           noitring the street before stepping out of the door. He had
            already made up his mind that after a suitable interval—a
           month,  say—he  would  take  the  risk  of  visiting  the  shop
            again. It was perhaps not more dangerous than shirking an
            evening at the Centre. The serious piece of folly had been to
            come back here in the first place, after buying the diary and
           without knowing whether the proprietor of the shop could
            be trusted. However——!
              Yes, he thought again, he would come back. He would
            buy further scraps of beautiful rubbish. He would buy the
            engraving of St Clement Danes, take it out of its frame, and
            carry it home concealed under the jacket of his overalls. He
           would drag the rest of that poem out of Mr Charrington’s
           memory. Even the lunatic project of renting the room up-
            stairs  flashed  momentarily  through  his  mind  again.  For
           perhaps five seconds exaltation made him careless, and he
            stepped out on to the pavement without so much as a pre-
            liminary glance through the window. He had even started
           humming to an improvised tune
              Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement’s, You
            owe me three farthings, say the——

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