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Chapter 9






            inston  was  gelatinous  with  fatigue.  Gelatinous  was
       Wthe right word. It had come into his head spontane-
       ously. His body seemed to have not only the weakness of a
       jelly, but its translucency. He felt that if he held up his hand
       he would be able to see the light through it. All the blood
       and lymph had been drained out of him by an enormous
       debauch of work, leaving only a frail structure of nerves,
       bones, and skin. All sensations seemed to be magnified. His
       overalls fretted his shoulders, the pavement tickled his feet,
       even the opening and closing of a hand was an effort that
       made his joints creak.
          He had worked more than ninety hours in five days. So
       had everyone else in the Ministry. Now it was all over, and
       he had literally nothing to do, no Party work of any descrip-
       tion, until tomorrow morning. He could spend six hours in
       the hiding-place and another nine in his own bed. Slowly, in
       mild afternoon sunshine, he walked up a dingy street in the
       direction of Mr Charrington’s shop, keeping one eye open
       for  the  patrols,  but  irrationally  convinced  that  this  after-
       noon there was no danger of anyone interfering with him.
       The heavy brief-case that he was carrying bumped against
       his knee at each step, sending a tingling sensation up and
       down the skin of his leg. Inside it was the book, which he
       had now had in his possession for six days and had not yet
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