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were what was needed. It had faded but before O’Brien had
            dropped his hand; but though he could not recapture it, he
            could remember it, as one remembers a vivid experience at
            some period of one’s life when one was in effect a different
           person.
              ‘You see now,’ said O’Brien, ‘that it is at any rate possi-
            ble.’
              ‘Yes,’ said Winston.
              O’Brien  stood  up  with  a  satisfied  air.  Over  to  his  left
           Winston saw the man in the white coat break an ampoule
            and draw back the plunger of a syringe. O’Brien turned to
           Winston with a smile. In almost the old manner he resettled
           his spectacles on his nose.
              ‘Do you remember writing in your diary,’ he said, ‘that
           it did not matter whether I was a friend or an enemy, since
           I was at least a person who understood you and could be
           talked to? You were right. I enjoy talking to you. Your mind
            appeals to me. It resembles my own mind except that you
           happen to be insane. Before we bring the session to an end
           you can ask me a few questions, if you choose.’
              ‘Any question I like?’
              ‘Anything.’ He saw that Winston’s eyes were upon the
            dial. ‘It is switched off. What is your first question?’
              ‘What have you done with Julia?’ said Winston.
              O’Brien smiled again. ‘She betrayed you, Winston. Im-
           mediately—unreservedly. I have seldom seen anyone come
            over to us so promptly. You would hardly recognize her if
           you saw her. All her rebelliousness, her deceit, her folly, her
            dirty-mindedness—everything has been burned out of her.

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