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somewhere or other, outside oneself, there was a ‘real’ world
       where ‘real’ things happened. But how could there be such a
       world? What knowledge have we of anything, save through
       our own minds? All happenings are in the mind. Whatever
       happens in all minds, truly happens.
          He had no difficulty in disposing of the fallacy, and he
       was in no danger of succumbing to it. He realized, never-
       theless, that it ought never to have occurred to him. The
       mind should develop a blind spot whenever a dangerous
       thought presented itself. The process should be automatic,
       instinctive. CRIMESTOP, they called it in Newspeak.
          He set to work to exercise himself in crimestop. He pre-
       sented himself with propositions—’the Party says the earth
       is flat’, ‘the party says that ice is heavier than water’—and
       trained himself in not seeing or not understanding the ar-
       guments that contradicted them. It was not easy. It needed
       great  powers  of  reasoning  and  improvisation.  The  arith-
       metical problems raised, for instance, by such a statement
       as  ‘two  and  two  make  five’  were  beyond  his  intellectual
       grasp. It needed also a sort of athleticism of mind, an ability
       at one moment to make the most delicate use of logic and
       at the next to be unconscious of the crudest logical errors.
       Stupidity was as necessary as intelligence, and as difficult
       to attain.
         All the while, with one part of his mind, he wondered
       how soon they would shoot him. ‘Everything depends on
       yourself,’ O’Brien had said; but he knew that there was no
       conscious act by which he could bring it nearer. It might
       be ten minutes hence, or ten years. They might keep him

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