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Wuthering Heights

’I say, Mr. Heathcliff,’ I replied, ‘you must not: you
never shall, through my means. Another encounter
between you and the master would kill her altogether.’
’With your aid that may be avoided,’ he continued;

‘and should there be danger of such an event - should he
be the cause of adding a single trouble more to her
existence - why, I think I shall be justified in going to
extremes! I wish you had sincerity enough to tell me
whether Catherine would suffer greatly from his loss: the
fear that she would restrains me. And there you see the
distinction between our feelings: had he been in my place,
and I in his, though I hated him with a hatred that turned
my life to gall, I never would have raised a hand against
him. You may look incredulous, if you please! I never
would have banished him from her society as long as she
desired his. The moment her regard ceased, I would have
torn his heart out, and drunk his blood! But, till then - if
you don’t believe me, you don’t know me - till then, I
would have died by inches before I touched a single hair
of his head!’
’And yet,’ I interrupted, ‘you have no scruples in
completely ruining all hopes of her perfect restoration, by
thrusting yourself into her remembrance now, when she

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